What is this thing that so many attempt to achieve?
See we belive that it is so hard to find
But explain…Where does it come from
Is it already in you and just need to work to find it within
Or is it something you can reach out and grab

That’s the facade I put up to put others around me at ease
Is that what it’s meant to be?
Are we pawns to others happiness?
See I’m never fully happy and truly can’t remember a time when I was
It’s so tough building this barrier to protect yourself, or better yet the image that everyone has formed of you
It’s sad when you can’t let go and be who you really are for fear of losing or hurting those who so called love you
I’m fighting this battle that has proven to be winless

What is it and where can I find it?


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